hmmmmss...
ytd is a exciting day mann..
all of us are so charged up.
everyone wana do great thing for Jesus...
doing something radical this week.
and also for the next 3 months.
haha
had 3 new cg in west A 4..
lol...
i told them...
"if u wana be a Cl, den act like a CL now, find ur own cg members.."
"i give u guys hmwk, write, wat u gonna do in order to reach a cg size"


haha...
all of them are so excited mann =)
i am glad to see the way they respond.
we are serious to see a unit soon & very soon.


on another hand..
i am quite scared.
cos i noe if i intend to do great things for god, satan will work extra hard.
initially, i feel like juz cruising..
to me, thats e safest, cos i wun face any probs.
but if i cruise, not only i will be stagnant in my spiritual life, my grp's growth will be stagnant as well..
2nd tot, i seriously tik that God deserve the best.
okay ting, u shall get out of ur comfort zone & fight this spiritual war.
cos if God's heartbeat is for the ppl, den my heartbeat should be for e ppl as well.


and true enough...
juz made the decision ytd...
today, i realised that 3 NBs kinda change decision liao.
i feel so defeated.
i reali wana do something abt it.
but wat can i do arh??
okok, 1st, i will pray for them.
once i prayed, i already won half of e battle le..


ok God, u noe that i am so fearful now.
but but but
in your word, there are so many wonderful promises.
i reali wana claim it eh
fear is the opp of faith.
FAITH !


sometime probs can be good lar..
coz thats the time when i grow the most
experience God the most
and learn the most...
also, appreciate the ppl the most.
=)